im really not a big fan of being jealous and thinking of the what ifs. but occasionally, in indulge a little in it. what if i didnt get hired by g and i got hired into MC instead. i could be ringing a gong today too lol. 

 super happy for ams. But i guess its about time now too to be honest. im really being a fool 

 so hard not to feel like a spare when you are treated as one

 just so damn painful, and so damn tiring, i thought time will start moving somehow this way.. but its still the same

 When you want an ending you don’t deserve